7 Days

the past 7 days i spent my time with baby are the best 7 days i've ever had this year. like finally she's free enough from all the work in school and exams. so it was all me and her and her little lappy, spending time together the whole day at west coast park. eventhough it was tough finding a place to sit where we could find a plug to charge the lappy, we manage to enjoy ourselves. we watched movies we missed watching together or the movies we should watch together. and that was the first time i watched 'the notebook' with baby. the movie is marvelous and pretty sweet. it got me crying a lil bit at the end of the movie. touching, sweet, lovely, perfect love story.

but the end of the 7 days are coming to end in abt 2 hours time cos she's gonna start school tomorrow. the old boring schedule are gonna come back to me since im fired from work. some people say it's stupid, but people make stupid decisions everyday. what the hell. guess i have to find another job then. anyway, the sweet happy days spent with baby end with a lil pinch of disappointment. trust me, it's all my fault. due to my situation, i feel really sucky. but all those time spent for the past 7 days, it's really wonderful. i'll never forget that night when we sat at the jetty again. thank you baby. i really appreciate it.


anyway, while sitting at mc's, i got hooked on to a song called 'mambo italiano'. it's kinda old, but it's classic baby. here's smth for u...

Hey mambo, mambo Italiano hey hey mambo mambo Italiano

Go go go you mixed up Siciliano

All you Calabrese do the mambo like-a crazy with the

Hey mambo don't wanna tarantella

Hey mambo no more mozzarella

Hey mambo mambo Italiano try an
enchilada with a fish baccala

Hey goomba I love how you dance the rumba
But take some advice paesano learn-a how to mambo
If you're gonna be a square you ain't-a gonna go nowhere
Hey mambo mambo Italiano hey hey mambo mambo Italiano
Go go Joe shake like a Giovanni
E lo che se dice you get happy in the feetza when you
Mambo Italiano

Dear Baby,

I've been up since 2 in the morning, not sure why though but I didn't wanna call you 'cause I know you had work like reallllyyyy early in the morning. And I just gave you a morning call but I called you too early. Hahaha, sorry baby! Anyway, I've been logging into your account on MSN, Friedster and Facebook, and now Blogger. Don't ask me why, I just feel like being 'you' for 2 hours++. I've been looking at your old pictures, and testimonials, just to figure out when exactly I started to give you one, and compared that to the first few testimonials you gave me. Remember, you once gave me a picture of a cat poiting it's middle finger, and I was kinda insulted back then, but come to think of it now it's kinda hilarious since I'm kinda immune to your vulgarities. And that was my FIRST comment from you. My first comment to you was not till 10 Sept 2008, I didn't realize how late I started talking to you and stop running away from you 'cause you're a BIG BIG BULLY(and you still are but I LOVE you now!) and all I said was 'fariz !!!one day you will pay for all the wrong doings u've done to me((((:hahahahahaha'.

So anyway, that's not the point. While reading through your comments, I discover a pinch of your past, some of which we shared together. You're a great friend to many, and an awesome brother to your sister, nonetheless you're me irreplaceable soulmate/boyfriend/best friend/bitching partner/pinching buddy/makan buddy/movie buddy/shopping buddy and so much more. Really you are. I hate it when you say you're not good enough or when you utterly feel super demoralized about yourself, the thing is you're really a GREAT person. Things may not come in your way for now, but I hope and I pray that it will be soon.

And I know that I'm no where near you, but I'm trying my hardest k. I really am. I'm sorry for making you upset and broken, but I really really didn't intend or mean to do it. I think I just needed to vent my frustration out, and baby I'm sorry that it has gotta be you. Somtimes I really don't know what's wrong with me, not knowing why I can't comply to your 'rules' but I am really trying my best. You're always so patient with me. I remember the time when we just got together you waited for me for 4 hours till me dreaded meeting end. That was crazy, but ultimately sweet of you. You always apologise and forgive me so easily, and I am changing just to be like that for you.

I would never want us to part, I would never want to lose you, 'cause I know what's the feeling like of losing someone very dear to you, and I don't want it to happen to me again. You mean the world to me. Baby, I love you, no words can express my tremendous grattitude for you. We've been together for 8 months and 30 days now, it's been a wild roller coaster ride with you, but I've been enjoying the adrenaline rush all this while. I wanna stay with you for the next 80 years and 30 months, if we live that long. Seriously baby, I don't know what my life would be like without you now.

I LOVE YOU BABY BOY.

Lotsa love, hugs and kisses,


Humaira.





P.S.: Happy 9th monthsary ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

At Last!!!

finally, finally, finally. after waiting and waiting, i finally got into baby's house. waited for like wad, around 8 months plus? yeah! wth. i kinda felt pinches of sadness and regret when baby's saying that some of her frens like the pre-u sem people or the pw people or whoever are going over to her house, cos i couldn't. long story, if u wanna noe, come talk to me. anyway, i still did so last monday, i went over to her house, for the very first time, and hope not the last. but, but, im not the only one who went over. the gang came over too. so i blended it with them, tryna study and do stuff, but actually i was more like playing with khalid. i guess he misses me and i miss him too. always wanted to have a smaller brother. hahah! so i've actually been into the living room, the toilet on level 1, saw the kitchen and the backyard and to a place where everyone is actually restricted to go, especially boys. hahahaha!!opinion, u should be grateful baby, cos u have a beautiful home to live in. =)))))

anyway, here's some pics for y'all to laugh at. enjoy!













while we were studying, she still wanna take picture.

this is after khalid's raging fury, he actually wanted to play CS badly.

i didn't noe i was the punching bag for lil kids. hahaha!

it was raining and cold on tt day, dun blame me. =)

shemona CHAN and the lil soldier!

siblings alike: being very very cute.

both of them thought it was e national day. there's e kallang wave.

keith was just shot by khalid. this is a celebration picture.

it's been a long while since i became a ventriloquist. he's the doll..

and finally, the main distraction on tt day, the future mat rep. hahaha!









anyway, i can't believe khalid said "abang phareez gemok, hehehehe". wth. but it's kinda true, cos even baby's mom didn't recognise me. which is a good thing. hahahah!




ps, i love u. =)

baby love to camwhore in the bus when she's in the good mood. here are some of the pics when we're going out on the day i got my first pay, (actually the second one), to have fun with each other. camwhoring session coming up. (please scroll down).


























anyway, i really had fun on that day, which day is it again huh?, ummm i think it's last saturday, yeah, last saturday. (please scroll down some more)
























we bought a lil bit of food and drinks, played alot with bubbles...right baby???? hehehehe!!!
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after having countless times of fun, we head back home, but we ate mee goreng before i send her off. then both of us promised ourselves, that we are to find the best mee goreng in the whole of singapore, but to our preferences, not others. hahaha!!
(u're there!)


















































popping my pimples is her favourite pasttime when we're on the bus.

mind u, it's painful, go cut off ur fingernails la baby...

and then ahe'll tease me.

kiss me..i love that..hehehehe!!

and post for the best picture. =))))))

No Time

people all around this world are always busy. even for me and baby. for me, im busy with work, working to earn some bucks. as for baby, she busy with school and school stuff. i just wanna say that most of these people who are busy, they do make time for the people they love., especially when they can't see and meet each other for quite long. and the thing is that they can't even talk to them often. so when they make the call, they make sure that their attention is all to the person they're talking to. anyway, it's basic phone etiquette that u don't just talk to other people or divert ur attention to somewhere else when u're talking on the phone with someone, especially when u ask the person to call u, cos it's kinda rude.

for me and baby, our time being together, seeing each other everyday, me sending her home everyday, insuring that she's safe, has been cut down ALOT. we can't even talk on the phone for so long, cos she'll be busy be in school, or when she's at home, busy doing her homework. so i really really appreciate if she could just give her attention to me whenever she's talking to me, i've said this alot of times. im just afraid that she'll make up her mind not to talk to me ever again. well, if she thinks that im not that important to her, she might make that decision. it's like u noe that u don't have time to see each other or even talk on the phone, so when u do, treasure the moment, cos let me tell u this, not only to baby, but to all of u that read this, u're gonna miss it. trust me. im just saying what i feel like saying.